Total FUCKING Darkness
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In this very moment I can’t deny the contentness and inner peace I feel around her. Even when she’s down it doesn’t effect me negatively , instead it motivates me to stay happy and loft her out of it. And when I cant, I understand. And she does the same for me a lot. I really love this girl. I hope it lasts as long as humanly possible, because I feel better now then I have in months. Thank God for putting her in my life when he did. Dead ass. At times I feel I don’t deserve her, but then I remember everything I’ve done for her , and how she’s paid me back and it just works beautifully. Its a beautiful thing. She’s a beautiful thing.